withdrawal. 🅴

[Instrumental In]
[Verse 1]
Don't know what else I could say – all of my excuses are weightless,
you keep looking at me and saying, not your fault that I'm jaded but I.
Don't think that it's all in my head – think I disagree with your statement,
think the things you feed me are bullshit, just to save your own skin.

[Chorus]
'Cause you keep fucking me, keep fucking me,
keep fucking me, keep fucking me, keep fucking me along..
And I can't leave you be, can't leave you be,
what's wrong with me, why can't I leave, why can't I leave you alone..

[Verse 2]
I don't want to feel this way – whenever a thought would come through,
thinking that there's a use to you, and our history's invested so I.
Feel like it's all worth the shame – friends I have are always concluded,
they say that to myself I'm ruined, it's my fault but it's your fault too.

[Chorus]

[Instrumental/Vocalizing Out]

written by; derrick russell jones.
produced by; matti.
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*🅴 marked as parental advisory; explicit content.